From the recording .the sonic blueprint
Lyrics
i was just minutes away from ending my day with a bang, in honor of your 29th. planned to a t, to the finest detail. perfection is all you deserve and i want that for you for life. you were just minutes away but ended your day with a crash, and i'm wondering where you could be. i come apart when the doctor says that we'll be lucky if you wake again and i feel the waves crushing me. i have a picture, perfect picture that i carry of you in my head and you're not in this hospital bed. for the love of God don't you know who i am? if you'd just blink your eyes, won't you squeeze my hand? for the love of God think of our future years. you're what's holding me together. don't just leave me here. for the love of God don't you know who i am? if you'd just blink your eyes, won't you squeeze my hand? for the love of God think of our future years. you're what's holding me together. don't just leave me here. for the love of God. you're what's holding me together. holding me. holding me.